Im sorry its been so long...

I don't know if anyone actually reads my Blog. If there is anyone that reads it then I'm sorry that I haven't updated in so long. Depending on which way you look at it will determine weather its been pretty hectic (and some days were) or as my life normally goes, pretty dull. lol. But here it is you can decide.
Ok the last time I wrote anything was right before my birthday. A very long time ago. lol. Back in April. Well the kids (NIki and Kyle) thru me a Murder Mystery party. And since I don't really know anyone, friends of Niki & Kyle came. It was so much fun. It was western themed. Sadly I don't member the all the names. But mine was Bella Starry. (most of the names were close to real life people). And I'm sorry I don't member your names but this one woman that we didn't like each other (n the game) she was awesome. At times I really believed she didn't like me. lol. We had clues that we had to find and things we had to say to other actors. In the end u have to figure out who the murderer was. My son, Jacob, was the one that was killed, and the lady that was the great actress was the one that did it. If you have never had one of these parties or attended one. You really should have one. And not just for bdays. Just for the fun of it. They are pretty inexpensive and they help you with everything. They give you almost everything. The script is 90% up to you. And they have probably every kinda party you could want. They even give u menu ideas. It was awesome. (My daughter posted a couple of pics on her site, check em out)
There has been developments with my injuries from the wreck, but probably shouldn't say anything. Just to let you know it hasn't been good. But thankfully I have one Dr on my side and is trying to help me every way he can. Its been almost a yr since the wreck and its been very hard. Having to deal with this alone. Its times like this I miss having someone special in my life. At times like this I really miss having that someone to hold me and tell me its going to be ok. Or hold me when I hurt so bad I cant stand it, or be angry with me cuz the Dr's wont do their jobs. Or just to have that special person there to be happy with and sad and all that stuff that special person does. lol. I wouldn't date anyone rite now with everything I have going on in my life. With me, and other stuff. I just don't have the time to devote to a new relationship. So I will continue to depend on myself as I have done my entire life.